missing the will

currently i'm:
overwhelmed, without the will to do anything about it.

i am not ready to come back from a long weekend
off and tackle all of my big papers. just. not. ready.

i want to do all things christmas right now. i can hardly contain myself.
i want to decorate, shop for christmas presents, sip some hot chocolate, bake
delicious holiday treats, and listen to christmas music.... instead i'm
staring at a blank page on my computer attempting to at least get
started... on something - ANYTHING!

this isn't looking good... why does procrastination hit
when i only have three more weeks to push through?

ahhhhhh!

i have got to pull it together!